I feel that one of the toughest emotions that we all deal with is
forgiveness. Many of us for whatever reason
don't want to forgive or just
can't right at this moment. But there is something I have noticed about holding grudges. It will
slowly eat away at your heart and consious and even your
health.
Do you know that happy people live longer. People who have many friends live longer.
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Food for thought.) While we are holding that
grudge someone else is living longer and happier then we are at that moment.
Life is short. Forgive 70 times 7. I really believe that. Although, I will admit that I believed that I had already forgiven,
but maybe not. That is why I am ill today.
I know that the angels had to fight the devil sometime. I do believe is standing up for your beliefs and for what is right. I
don't believe in violence or a person who can say to you tomorrow you will die. No one has the right to take a life except god. I know some people say that bad things don't happen to good people.
On the contrary it does everyday.
Its all about free will. We have a choice. To do good or do evil. Stand up for what is right or turn our backs. Let anger control you and eventually take your life. Or forgive move forward and move on. Enjoy your blessing no matter how little or how big.
I have alway said when someone passes that is young such as a child. They were here to teach us a
valuable lesson. Did you listen to their message? Have you noticed that they seem to be wiser then we. And have insight. A new perspective on life. Then God takes them back.
They are our little angels.
I'll admit that today is beginning of my forgiveness list. I won't allow my spirit to be broken by terrible events in my life. I will take a stand for what is right. But I will bless them and go my way. My illness is severe depression. I was in a hospital for 10 days in February and nearly was sent to an institution in San Antonio. Do my words sounds like the words of a crazy person? My illness has affected my memory in that sometimes I can't remember names of people that I have know for a long time and even how to spell. But as you can see my spelling is ok.
Stand up and fight for your life! Don't let the troubles of this world defeat you! Stand counted. Get counciling, ask for help, pray, talk to a friend, but mostly forgive those that hurt you. Take medicine for a while. There are many people who take medicine for depression and other issues. Some for a short time to help them get through a rough patch. Others a little longer. It does'nt mean that you won't or can't get better. You have to believe that you will and fight for it. Get better. Thank you for reading my blog. May god and his angels watch over you for me. With peace and love. Donna
By Donna C. Ledesma
Copyright 2010
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